just don’t got the way I wanted.

I could hardly believe we made it to 11/11 after all the contractions (starting 10/30) but here we are and we missed it!!!! I am disappointed to say the least, but it is hard to explain to anyone just how much or why…

I feel like we tried everything reasonably available (even had my first acupuncture treatment after hearing about a friends results with induction via that treatment – NOTHING for me) and it just wasn’t the right time.

I guess this is yet another moment of God teaching me I am NOT in control and to just get over myself. It is a lesson I apparently need hammered into my head at every possible occasion.

Now I have no more “favorite” dates left and I am just tired of being pregnant. Hope to meet this baby REALLY SOON!